LAST BIRTHDAY CAKE - TOSKOVAT

LAST BIRTHDAY CAKE - TOSKOVAT

Today, I remembered that there was only one truly serious question.   I'm tired of all this, I'm tired of pretending to like cakes, I'm tired of counting the days. I'm done searching for zenith grains at the bottom of the barrel.   I've come a long way for someone who has a short fuse anyway. I ran, then walked, then crawled. All that for a picnic by the roadside? They told me to make a wish. Few of them even know what they wish for.   My happiest days are probably behind me. A battlefield of fleeting fireworks stretches out before me. Flickering lights are born - then disappear before I can even think.   In the distance, a big rock starts rolling down the hill. I remain undecided.